well writing is better than speaking out of what u dislike. its very true

well i think i have to redo the whole schematics again.

when my files got deleted tat day i didnt save my newer version of the schematics. now i recall. well things which cannot be avoided occurs. i really feel very frustrated when my files got deleted. i always tell myself to robot all my feelings. watever happens i still need to do it. i need to finish things up. i prefer to shut up when i am feeling very frustrated. i just cannot vent my anger on anything or express myself to anybody, cause i dont easily get comfortable telling ppl my problems.
i think i will feel better after writing this. at least i have express out what happened.
well i am short tempered these days. 'tat time of the month'. hai. i feel very angry very easily. im sorry if anybody have been affected. i really dont mean to get angry.but....

thanks zhiren for hearing me out.. a good listener she is.
and nik for tolerating all the' nonsense'