after hearing a conversation, i just feel like blogging abt wat i heard.
gist of the conversation:
abt satutue,name superior community
when ppl have money they have respect
when ppl have the name like e.g arabs, they get the attention
when ppl have the standard,(class) they then to get the service.

well i am very bad a explaining. i hope ppl can understand what i m trying to say

i hate it when ppl are giving attention to a certain group of ppl only because they have the wealth or class or the position (eg ceo).
when talking to0 'normal' ppl, or even family member she just talk as and when she feels like talking. she hates to wait. if u make her wait too long she will just leave u behind, although u are prepared, just need another 5 minutes. she will leave. selfish?? yes..

but just now when there is this arab called her and said that she is going to be late for an hour cause they planned to go to a function together. with the smile from left to right ear, she said' its ok. 2 hours also ill wait. never mind. no need to be so rushy.'
pissed.

i was trying to tell her abt my friend condition. after few words of talking
she cut me off and said: wat to do its all gods will if god plan it like tat it will be like tat . wat to do. its just like tat. . after tat i just left without saying anything. and i dont wish to express anything to her ever again. dont blame me if i express it out to some stranger cause U sux at listening.
tats y i cant voice out myself easily. i am scared i face this kind of 'rejection'
i am danm sad. more than pissed
dissapointed more than angry
i am aching more than frustrated,