29 Oct 2010

Moved out

11 Oct 2010

I treat ppl whom i can click differently.
i usually will smile and give template answers to ppl whom i think are just around because they need to.
I amd more frank and rude and direct to those whom i get close to.
This is between friends..

How abt w Imran?
Should i be polite, give template answers and please him like the 1st cat?

10 Oct 2010

29 Sept came and passed rite.. wats on 29 Sept?
Thats when my contract ends officially.
Its a hard decision for me as NONe of my batch stayed still.
They all have left for e better.

For me, i am still going to try for e sponsorship in March
If that happens, it would mean i will study for 3/4 yrs and
will be bonded for another 3 yrs.

if this plan were to not fall to place, i can apply for a part time IT/chem degree
i can also work this job while studying.. this sounds more cool
no bond, no commitent, no obligations.

or just settle down *winks* then study
i am not too sure what is installed for me ok.

I have faith, that Allah w gve me nothing but the best that i can have..
thanks allah. ur the 1 and only

imran, wats yr plan?

Is it because of the sudden in coffee, thats y i cant pass my waste out?
got to drink green tea already.
im craving for KOI tea and egg mayo ham sandwitch

Its going to be a less carbo week next week.
With all e events w colleages and friends, its wise to be careful w food next week.

i plan to get to 75kg by Nov, now im 77..

1 Oct 2010

Its going to be a buzzzy weekend.
Poly friends over for Raya on Sat morning.
Going back to work at 1am till 12noon
And got to teach tuition at 4pm?
Interesting to see the results.

Ok, since i joined the gym on 10-5-10
I have lost 7Kgs.
errr over a period of 5 mnths.

21 Sept 2010

Macroon are nice.
But damn sinful.

i wish i could eat eat eat eat and not get fat.
Alhamdullilah, i have fast 2/6 days.
Another 4 more days.
Mak ngah bought Mcspicy, but i seem not to be able to take it today.
will have it for sahur.
I had peanut butter bread, teh-o, 2 fish head and 4 macroon.
after realising i had macroon, im so guilty la.

its ok, tmr im staying strong and determine for gym.

20 Sept 2010

Its so true.
I spend more money spending on other's small gift, rather than buying something for myself.
When i get my pay, i will buy a shoe for myself?
Actually i miss my high cut shoe which Bak bought for me.
The brown with a star which i used for 4 yrs.
I had to throw it away cause there a hole in the sole.
so sad :( Shoes??

Some are so lucky.
Earning big bucks, go holiday,shop till they drop
sponsored for deg, somehow managed to live a good life.
Others just not in the luck.
Squeezing every expences possible, make sure that every cent is spent wisely
even need to think how much is spent on food! less on entertaiment, less on newest tech.

Which ever group we fall in, have we counted our blessing?
To be able to walk, talk, taste, smell?
Have we thank god for the nose ear mouth leg and hands we have?
Did we ever thought of what was it like to be in others shoe?
We saw their positive side? but how abt negative?
Would we be able to bear it? will we be able to take it?

ponder ponder

19 Sept 2010

I went to Mustafa in the morning,
We straight went to buy mutton for Bamia.
While we finished with Mutton, went to search for Vege
After weighing tomatoes, i pushed the trolley for some yougurt.

Then a man came from behind and said the trolley is his.
Alamak, we have been pushing the wrong trolley.
This man, followed from behind for so long before actually declared its his.
Paiseh sia.

Imran,
Tmr we shall perform our 6 days fasting in Syawal.
I still have 9 days to pay back..insya allah, paying back asap.
Planning to fast every Mon and Thurs.

16 Sept 2010

i am seriously very hurt by wat Azam said ok.

15 Sept 2010

Imran,
Dont be dishearten by the results u get.
I have a strong feeling that u will get 1 acceptance letter dear.
We must keep our faith and confidence strong ok.
Insya allah, Allah wont dissapoint our prayers.
Love u

Yours
balqis

i hate when ppl complain as they receive something.
ungrateful child.
Like everyone receive a cookiee from work.
Just eat, not nice pack back and 'throw' if really necessasry.
But no... not nice la this la that la.
but still eat.

I really hate ppl who dont appreciate and still complain
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14 Sept 2010

someone asked
So do u miss yr bf
I said
Yes, especially when i know he is coming back soon.