Its Xmas eve..
and pressies from everywhere..
chocolate and more chocolate






But really like the 1 Farin gave, its very nice smooth and wow delicious man..


Oh yea, went to Confort driving center this morning.
wa see how empty it is.
worth waking up early and reach there at 8.30 even though it was raining heavily.
insya allah will start back lessons by next wed morning.
and will take until TP.
even fail or pass, must take TP.

i dont know where i get the confidence and determination.
but someone has been really supportive of me and wat im doing.
im and mum has been really there.
gym, driving, work, going back to studying, saving and more.

i will finish 2 yrs of exprience before con'ting my studies,
i dont want to be in a hurry also. cause i wont do it for the cert but i will do wat i want to do.

Ystd night, was farming with Sarah,
well wats new, got Questioned by her,
why her farm like this, why like that..
why i bought this. why bought that
when she can happily not farm for few daysss..
and i need to farm for 2 or 3 ppls.

its funny
she was lack of 700XP
as a 'always kenna whacked' advisor,
i advise her to buy 7 dairy farmm to store cows. cause 1 farm is 100XP
and she did. but maximum can only buy 5.
so another 200 buy cottage lo..

i promise to give her 1 cow everyday to fulfill her wish as a
Farmville Dung Exporter

today at TTSH starbucks,
there is 50% off starbucks off drinks and pastries.
since i got no mood just now,
i have not eaten the whole day except for kaya pancake for lunch and sausage bun for breakfast
i bought a rather handful of stuff!



came w a big bag, wonder how to bring to gym


almond swirlx3


cinomon rollx3 this i cant wait to try.

and still have cranberries...

i am going to the gymmm.. happy eh?
very happy.

mum sarah and chu came to TTSH to make glasses for mum
so finally made 2 pair, 1 for driving and other 1 for reading.
the price is rather reasonable, 2 for 200+, ok rite...

and had a kaya pancake from Sarah,
i bought them kaya feuitte eh? from delifrance

walking back to office in the sun makes me have headache.
i have to buy lunch and i dont know wat to eat
riceballs from mr bean again??

im going to the gym later after work.
and i am going to do my PDL tmr instead of today.
and still need to prepare for my tarts at least 100

Will we get 1/2 day tmr???
how nice if we can go half day rite
but its ok la, christians and non muslim go ahead, i shall stay if there is no 1/2 day

My off-in-lieu kenna makan sia.
damn sad

I am GooD.
I did want Procastinate.
so far so good.

Register to TTSH gym
went there for a run
manage to arrange meeting with mas and rai.
meeting them next week
contact Nadz, my sec sch friend.
meeting her mayb tmr?
got no. for the driving instructor.
called him up for lesson also.
its gonna be either this thurs or 2nd of Jan, got to confirm
this week i pack with orders, meetings, errands,and going for a short trip to jogjakata.
oh ya, i already applied leave for the trip.


Tmr morning, gonna apply for my PDL.
my advance theory is expiring at 2105 cause i got it the same day i graduated.
and gonna take my mum to Optical shop to make glasses at TTSH with 30% off.

its been a while
its been some time
infact its been such a long procastination.

Will make sure that i make it happen tmr.

will register myself to TTSH gym


and another thing

i miss them.
to plan smtg soon.
i remember how we used to study together for exams.
go lecture and not to forget skip it to watch vcd in library
sharing stories and eating lunch
rai sleeping and mas with her 1 sided broke specs.
hahahah. im laughing to myself as well, rather sad cause its been long since we last meet up.

I mentioned to Im that i want to watch a movie where ajith played 3 roles. killer,holy guy and a dumb guy. he suggested Red and a website to watch. but no subtitle, how to understand sia.
today was thinking that i want to spend my day watching movie since family is still in Malacca. checked in the drawer and OMG, i got the movie which i want to watch. Oh its not Arjith, its Vikram. eee excited man. its a superb movie.
will spend my 3 hrs watching tamil movie. u la rite tamil mama will never forget to go round the bush.

Our bad-turn out lunch at popeye flyers


as usual, the food is good... that farin taupao home



KB, leaving the company after 4 yrs working.

mak ai, so straight



there is a gap as there didnt want to cover the chicken

uhh, the guys with flyers


farin, the nail biting guy

Kee Boon, smiling widely with a full stomach



me and jeni..





every1 didnt trust that i could get everbody in the picture in 1 try.
but see no head chop-off. erm good target



HOHOHO!! laugh la
cause im a bad organiser, only 4 turn up.

Never trusted u more than ystd.
words+action=assurance

my whole bed went messy ystd. paper cuttings, cards,food and rubbish
to help sarah prepare for her xmas party at sunlove home.
i was doing the board, a gift to the home, while she busy wrote thank Q cards for the ppl

ta da, i did this board... ok tak? nice jugak kan.

well, tmr lunch with colleagues at Popeye.
can see hamburger... will take hamburger picture ok

i need to get:
-laptop pouch
-thumbdrive
-ear piece
-top up bus pass
must be trifty this month.
its for a spread of 5 weeks.

will be helping Sarah to make her picture collage for SUNLOVE...
theme: you are my sunshine

Finally got to visit Sentosa after so long, few yrs.
oh ya, went with him.
tried and saw few new stuff.
mayb next yr we will visit there again ok..

Try some..

I found out something funny from Issac.
His email address is: orggy@yahoo.com
imagine eh, on yr resume email: sexmaniac2009@yahoo.com




On 25th of Dec, x'mas, will be a busy day.
Booked sarah for help, as tarts orders r flowing.
Mas, Mariam ++

Anyway, if ya wanna to just have some fruit tarts for yr event,
do contact us ya,
balqis-98360614
sarah-96496353

Suddenly while trying to go to 'cuteqis.blogspot.com', Colorado uni website came popping.
started to think, when i will continue my studies.
sometimes i wish i am like some of the ppl whom r easy, just take anything that they can grab and settle for it. but other times i should be thankful that i know wat i want. its just a matter of time.

i really want to join physiotheraphy course.
this has been my dream from when i was 15.
was unable to proceed to A-levels cause i got D7 for English, although the rest was B3 and A1.
settled for a course in poly, finished it and now working in a line, rather related to the course.

i am still waiting for 2 yrs work experience to enroll to nanyang poly for 3 yrs for a dip in physiotherapy.
or if god permits i want to take a degree in Aust Uni in physiotherapy.

i told myself that i wont just take a degree for the sake of it, its useless cause it wont worth the effort money and time.
i wont do a degree just for the sake of it.
but i really want to go after something which i want to do.

i sympathise those who dont even know wat they are struggling for. hopefully its for good.