Its really hard for me to get along with someone whom i dont trust.
Everytime i will try to talk and smile and get comfy with her
but everytime i fail. whenever i talk to her abt something,
my consciense will keep talking inside me. always thinking whether im saying the right thing.
so how i react is, just remain silent when im with her. can?
i meet her everyday, got to do task with her,got to communicate.
but i will make sure, if i need to do something, i make sure it is done.
i take my work seriously.
i dont want it to be affected because of this.
hopefully, i will be given a light heart and able to just talk normally.
pls ok, i will try.